Zephyr Moon

  Juz happened to view da pictures me n my frens took together for the past few years. It brought back tremendous sweet, fun and crazy memories that we did together. Now m really startin to miss my life studying during our foundation n degree..

Somehow this feels kinda melancholy now. The times that we shared had became flashes of memories in my mind… which I cudnt feel them with my bare hands anymore. That is why we really should appreciate and cherish all that we have now cuz time passes super fast! n rmb… to take down pics as many as possible for memorable moments cuz you’ll definitely nvr regret it. Ehemm~ but EXCLUDE da scandalous noti pics yo..

However, I av never regretted meeting u guys cuz that’s is where my life begins right after high skol. Cuz u guys rock man! I believe we as cohort one; our ties are as strong as ever. It wil only be sad if we were to loose touch.

p/s: Peace out… =D We always need to look forward of course but cherising the good memories that we had keeps us alive n strife for our future.

Truth Hurts…

I realized why some people write less words or even loss
interest in blogging as they age

They went through a lot of Emotional probs and Complications
in life which were sometimes too much to bear. It is useless to say it out n
mentally tired to even think of the past mistakes n guilt which makes them feel
Vulnerable…Helpless..Lerthargy of every thought because at the present moment
they’re coping with conflicts n striving to solve it in order to built a better
future as well as struggling trying very hard to let go off the past, to forget
them. 

Unconsciously, they avoid to even write blog for quite a
Long Long Time jz like me with the excuse with the thought I’m lack of time… U
can see the difference of carefree time when I’m in UUM or in high school m
eager to share things over the blog but time n experiences change everything
that I am now. I dunno if I will have time to share my feelings n things dat
I’ve learnt when I get posted to other states.. Probably I’ll feel better there….hopefully.

As the saying goes sometimes, “U Gain something, u Lose or
sacrifice some as well”. Like I said nothing is perfect…Life itself is not
perfect.

And this is the first time ever in my life I was restricted to express myself here.
No meaning in writing blog already.

MOst of the time since several years back m made of SOY, anything to do with Tau Fu Fa and Soya bean milk dats my fav’. Basically made of VEG too cuz 5 days a week been eating as full vegetarian followin my mom since young. BUT im not a life vegetarian like my mom ok. i jz eat wht she cooks, m not dat picky n always rather she dun av 2 ask me wht she shud cook fer me as i dun demand. All dat she cooks or jz experiment is lovely, n full of love… n not dat i can taste her food fer long neways… I love all POTATOES, wow sweet potatoes yummy! love RAISINS as snack, most types of NUTS hehez.. N recently my granny Nana been cookin fish everyday durin my hoLs     (-.-") It’s great, i appreciate dat as long as i dun av to consume da WHOLE FISH under ur demand omg… Fav fruits will be generally all, specifically DRAGON FRUIT, BANANA (i’d always want a banana iceblend milk, surely will get it frm gurney or centrel fav beverage =P), den TEA!! whtever tea all teas n ders this ice cream green tea is very tasty too! N not to forget bout CHEESE!!! Muacks i jz love cheese vary muchy all things dats made of dat.. HahaAAa…

Eating a healthy diet, at least it made u feel happier bout urself. BUt sumtimes i really JUST CANT HELP IT ma….!!! Durin previous exam stress in May.. m practically made of all TAPIOCA CHIPS, da whole damn day only chips. N yeah…i cant run away frm BISCUITS n COOKIES, PEANUT BUTTER so plz…dun let me see dem cuz i’ll scoop dem up whenever i feel i wana make myself more HAppiER wahahaa… (9_6) n go crazy. Especially whn i av nothin to do in my hostel room n it’s jz ME n dat bottle of peanut butter facing each other.. Very tempting n dangerous =p *both hands cover my eyes*

Dat’s why aft da exam my cholestrol level shoot up! the doc said it’s mycholesterol level is high at my age. Guess m gonna die of heart attack soon! Or is it i’m bloody fat?! So it’s my mistake n now i need to see doc again aft 2 months.

YEah! dat’s right i am wht i eat… n now u noe wht i’m ,made of ya! Hahaa.. lolz m back to type more nonsense eventhou currently my mood is jz so so(=.=)..well, dat’s life. but m not talkin’ much bout anything dat gotta do with da pilosophy of life… Anyway, not ppl gona understand anywayz…*kaxkax* Sum even said i talk "too deep" Well sumhow dats wat i wana express naturally.. but i think i prefer to only do dat in my poems next time.

p/s: da comment i received in profile by heaven is so sooo cute "Piggy greetin da Moon" da heavenlusion design lolz sounds great too… Thanks neways since u r sooo free to create one like this. =D

Manz…what da hell m I doin these days?! Exams around the corner or am I paranoid bout this?? My body slacking, body procastinating!!AND NOW WHAT? Now i really deserve to be kicked in de butt! So shut up now, hEAt the momentum, get ur ass back and get going!! I really need to get things right before preparing myself to study in Penang! So God please just *knock* my head if u had too cuz I cant really bang myself on the wall cant i? Okay… but not till da state i’m crazy talking to myself here hahazz… Jz dat m trying to(…*hesitate*)SIGH. Nah it’s how i wana motivate myself this time! I don need a psychologist cuz I believe that nobody can change you unless u wanted to change yourself. It’s your OWN EFFORT…ok? Alright better come to your senses now! OKay stop typing and get ur ass back to work!!!

ZZZzzOOooMMMMmmmm!!! Here I GO!

Holla…

Just came back from dinner! Yes u got it.. the nasi kandar shop in our beloved jungle. Was with Suga and Rosh just now. I wonder what I have learnt from my first class today. He was like blabbering for almost an hour on ONE slide show. In the end, I cant get what he’s talking about. Say, does it even connects to that topic??*&%$@# and that’s the “Power of his Crapping” Hahaaa. Thank god the next class was cancelled cuz I’m starving!! So, we went to Subaidah for dinner.. Guess what I had? Ghee Thosai and a yummy Strawberry Nata de Coco dessert. ~What an enjoyment (6_^)

Overall, today is not dat bad afterall cuz I went fer track jogging to kill boredom this mornin’.

#Good News but she’d perfectly shocked us all. Perhaps we’re not used to

    another phase of new life

#May our beloved teacher rest in peace. We will never forget you sir!

                        ::: WELCOME BACK TO THE LIFE OF JUNGLE :::

The colourful fountain pic was taken when I’m on da way going to the Foyer Library for karate training. It will be this beautiful, only when there’s this convo thing goin on.

Day time will be like this from the toppest library view.

Our Taman Rusa… took this pic when me and Genki passed by this

deer park!

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New Semester…A new start, a new beginning..everything seems new and I doubt if it will be filled with FUN too..I’m back in the same hostel AND…

#I have a new room, wow!

You can find me in room No.444… yes it is 444, ya keng kawan..ingat kene party kat bilik saye tau! Hehezz..

#Add one more new roomie,

So it will be 4 of us in da room now, less privacy and space.

#New upgraded level and portion,

From Portion A to Portion B and that’s not all.. a challenge to climb more staircase by carrying my stuff from second floor to 4^th floor.

There’s 5^th u know…so, *Phewww*

#4 Electrical pin plugs,

Finally, I made my first hot drink yesterday! Not cuz I’m lazy to do so but all da 4 plugs weren’t working since da first day there. No electric power from for a whole damn week. The daily complains frm the 4 of us seems to be useless. Everytime I find myself visiting Momo& frens room pretty often to charge my hp…keep up the good hospitality ya! (^_^)

#New bicycle-to-be,

But the feel will be never the same again. The store room had been broken down and those IDIOTIC kidnappers stole away all the nice, potential, good looking bicycles and Genki buddy was one of the victims (T.T) A buddy dat follows wherever I go, my mood up-lifter.. a pal fer one year already! I’m missin u!

Well, I don’t care.. everything is fine now *will be* no matter what it is…

As long as you’re not gonna kick me out to another hostel!

*FAINT* there n den.

(24th June 2006)

Familiar with the title "Strawberry On Short Cake" ? Sounds Yummy isn’t it? YEah, it is a Japanese drama series by non other den Hideaki Takizawa! taki…taki (^-^) KaWaii.. Neway, dat series was like ages ago…

What happened was.. we’re suppose to take our pixy using this webcam but our aunt insisted to bring da pasta into the scene.. WE was like okay~(9_9)’ Bring it ON!So, our New Version of..

PASTA ON SHOT CAM ! *lOl*

::click on pic::

Silly ain’t it? Wahahaa..we already are! uH..no tri-colour, no decorations… I wonder u ppl can make out wht food this is..?It’s farfalle OK!

p/s: Sorii fer da ‘phantom-half-face’ was being requested to do so…err.. =p Ola..Breeze if ya viewin’ this.. dat kitty n da statement really fits U! Say hi to ur cat kay. Dun take it serious..ya

Hey, Stephen or better known as DJ_San.. I know u read da previous S.O.M.E.. juz wana say thanks fer being such a nice and caring friend!(^_^) arigato!

Building Your Unique-Self

Every single day of our life

is like a blank page

in our diary.

Every person we meet,

every event we participate in

is a lively essay!

When we can wakeup

and open our eyes,

Each day is a birth of a new life,

A new beginning

to start our life afresh

We…

Never lose courage.

Never lose faith.

Nothing in this world is impossible

when your are determined.

To appreciate others is to dignify yourself

Continue even when it is hard to go on.

Release even when it is hard to let go,

Endure even when it is hard to bear…

Don’t think highly of yourself, and yet,

Never underestimate your ability,

The question is…

Is this the way be build our character???

It’s funny today… been chatting with this fren and he saw my blog here. Well, not as funny yet when he thought that I took these poems frm somewhere and post it in my blog…. haha… What a big misunderstanding. HOwever, I really wanna thank my lecturer, Mr. Fan who has a part of encouraging or inspire me to write more, while, navigates some of my ideas or mistakes..!I alwAYS HAD AN iDEA that Mr.Fan is FuN! I really appreciate that (^_^) however, he already left for his retirement last April.. I really do Miss him a lot eventhough some of my frens find him a lil boring…hehehe… But In turn I enjoy his Literature lessons, not much movements, quite but witty at time and a has a fatherly figure, charming to his 2 lil’ kids which I think they are so… adorable..kids.. He has got good computer skills in the SAC department i think ..??

Neway, this new fren NanHUi….really makes me laugh out so hard..man.. He was like "Why din u smile in all the Pics?" so..cool..why still be my fren den? I think I smile A Lil’ didn’t I??? Oh….how funny the way he said it… deserve to be added hahaaa…

P/s: Share a song with you guys! By Alex Parks

Not Your Average Kind Of Girl

From the second I saw you


Wanted it all


Something I couldn't reach


I've just a hope


Always going for those crazy dreams


They're always tearing me apart




 

Do I search for intrigue?


Something a little strange


If I had all the flavours


I know I'd start again


Do you see where we're coming from


Where I want to go


How much I think


How much I feel


Something you need to see in me


Do you know where tonight will go


If it could only go to where I dreamt


That night was slow


It's what you need to see in me


You know



I'm not your average kind of girl




 

So if you keep me in your mind


That's all I ask


So I know I had an affect on you


I'm out of the blue


Unknown face to what you've seen before


But oh for sure I won't drift too far


Do I search for intrigue?


Something a little strange


If I had all the flavours


I know I'd start again


Do you see where we're coming from


Where I want to go


How much I think


How much I feel


Something you need to see in me


Do you know what tonight will bring


If we could only go to where I dreamt


That night was slow


Who knows what you see in me


You know


I'm not your average kind of girl


I'm not your average kind of girl


I'm not your average kind of girl

‘A poet is the painter of the soul’

Sometimes I ask myself..

Don’t you think that poets are MaD cuz they utter something that they themselves sometimes don’t understand and artists have AbNormal ideas cuz they like to view stuff where normal people think it’s just plain insane? Worse if they deal with splitting personalities, moods and emotions in order to be inspired. Nah.. not all are like that especially professional ones. They don’t wait… for inspiration and moods to swing by..

For sure they gonna starve to death without handing in their collectable pieces right on time while waiting for the payment. (-o-)!*

Yeah, I just love the idea of trapping people’s soul into my poems…and make a perfect painting!

wahahaaa….Sooo… EviL ~

p/s: A big thanks fer Chris and others who appreaciate them too… lookin ‘forward fer ya CCs kay, Chris!

So it’s time to enjoy another poem my friends..!

Don’t ask me; why I love to write melancholy or sad poems cuz i myself don’t understand why. Perhaps I just can’t fake it.. That’s why i can never be a professional poet ya!

Inescapable Illusion

Staring upon the luminous weary moon,
Breathing the soothing airy night;
Brightened by bulbs of shining stars,
A moment of serene…
Surrounds the hollow night.

Why am I wide awake?
(tick…tock…tick…tock…)
Feeling like a lifeless, lonely doll
Sitting solely on an icy rack;
Perfect to be hugged
Among worthless puppets.
An aching heart, a troubled mind,
Waiting for a fruitless faith to grow.

Stubborn as the iron clock, ticks
its endless journey,
Ignoring my generous pleads, yet
Sorrow has found its place
Through my freshly anguished wound
Timelessly, gliding to its lair;
As I am trying in vain to shut it away.

May this be a momentary Bliss…
(tick…tock…tick…tock…)
No? Oh, such vague sensation!
Rueful of giving it a try,
Releasing my mirthful soul
Floating Freely along with yours…
See, what have you done
to my brittle crystal core?

Who am i suppose to blame?
…You?, Me?…
Huh, NOBODY?!!

Once, truly believe in destiny;
You… the likeable, similar
One in the looking-glass I gaze upon,
Hopeless as we are
Trapped in divergent dimension;
An imperishable barrier For Foolish Gazers,

Dreamt of reaching beyond the Flawless Mirror.